AFAIK

Nov. 27th, 2012 10:30 pm
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Hopefully short and sweet.

I have been using my hobbies to avoid personal work I need to do on myself. I'm going to take at least the rest of the year away to try to actually deal with me.

I've found in the last while off of RP I've actually had to face myself, which both sucks and is yet a good thing, because good God, I need some work. It's hard and awkward and nothing I want to spew on my friends, so this hiatus is basically the best thing I can do for myself and you. I'm sorry for everyone I've impacted and hurt by being...well, a drug addict, let's be real. It's not cool, it's not fun, and I can't adequately fix myself or hold to my promises as it stands.

I will try to be in touch over the next month. If I'm not, I promise I am fine--I have a failsafe if I, I don't know, give myself brain damage. I doubt I will, but just in case, if anything awful happens it will be known.

Thank you all for tolerating my shit. I know it's exhausting and messed up, I hate it too. That's why I appreciate the support so much.

Please leave comments, if any, here so I can respond reasonably.
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Title: your baby blues, so full of wonder
Fandom: Next Avengers
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Natasha Romanov never wanted children.
Notes: ...all the Avengers die, it's hideous.

clouds will rage And storms will race in but you will be safe in my arms )
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Title: you cut her hair
Fandom: X-Men: First Class
Rating: R
Summary: Ruth Lehnsherr almost could have survived.
Notes: Major, major Holocaust triggers. This is my field of study (genocide scholar), but...if anything in here seems wrong, to anyone, please comment.

so live, live long. see her face in everyone. and turn, turn the page. start again, change your name. but i will find you still, move in for the kill. you cut her hair. )
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Title: i'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side
Fandom: X-Men: First Class
Rating: PG
Summary: Erik has impossible progeny.
Notes: Sequel to "you cut her hair"

i won't let you fall apart )

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